typedef void satori;
Feb. 28th, 2003 11:55 amAs I was walking across campus yesterday to catch the bus back home before the ice storm got *too* much worse, I began trying to figure out exactly why, at the ripe old age of 13, I decided that Doe Bay, Orcas Island, was the place to which I wanted to retire. No questions about it, that was it.
I began thinking of the various pieces and elements that made the area... elements... water, wind, rock... could be onto something here. Where's fire? Easy, that's the hearth at home. Ah, so now I have the four elements, all bundled together into one collective whole... wait. Four?
Aren't there five?
Void. It occurred to me that while I'd always intellectually accepted void as an element, it didn't fit in with my current mental context of what I can only describe as spiritual. I had a concept of void as physical space, the framework on which to hang the other four, but I had never integrated it into an *emotional* belief system, as with the others.
What is void, spiritually? Is it the dark abyss? The absence of light? The representation of all that is cold, bad, evil and waiting at the periphery of our consciousness to prey on our minds as Lovecraft would have us believe?
This didn't seem right... so why a *void*? What could possibly be spiritual about a complete lack of anything to observe?
And then it hit me. We observe our external environment. If there's nothing left to observe, then there's nothing left outside of ourselves.
Void is what you see when you are in concordance with all of existance.
And that is precisely what Doe Bay invokes in my spirit... concordance, alignment, peace.
Void.
I began thinking of the various pieces and elements that made the area... elements... water, wind, rock... could be onto something here. Where's fire? Easy, that's the hearth at home. Ah, so now I have the four elements, all bundled together into one collective whole... wait. Four?
Aren't there five?
Void. It occurred to me that while I'd always intellectually accepted void as an element, it didn't fit in with my current mental context of what I can only describe as spiritual. I had a concept of void as physical space, the framework on which to hang the other four, but I had never integrated it into an *emotional* belief system, as with the others.
What is void, spiritually? Is it the dark abyss? The absence of light? The representation of all that is cold, bad, evil and waiting at the periphery of our consciousness to prey on our minds as Lovecraft would have us believe?
This didn't seem right... so why a *void*? What could possibly be spiritual about a complete lack of anything to observe?
And then it hit me. We observe our external environment. If there's nothing left to observe, then there's nothing left outside of ourselves.
Void is what you see when you are in concordance with all of existance.
And that is precisely what Doe Bay invokes in my spirit... concordance, alignment, peace.
Void.
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Date: 2003-02-28 03:53 pm (UTC)Have you ever looked at some of the Eastern elemental systems? They tend to separate out earth-that-is-alive-and-growing, and earth-that-is-mineral. I like that; it feels right to me.
Eastern systems
Date: 2003-03-02 07:13 pm (UTC)But if...
Date: 2003-03-02 07:58 pm (UTC)I just love simplifying things away... :D
Re: But if...
Date: 2003-03-03 11:11 am (UTC)Ack, too many belief systems... crushing me... the weight of it all...
I'll just go along with my five. Or six. Or is it seven...?
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Date: 2003-03-03 04:32 pm (UTC)(waves in passing at jinasphinx. *blinks* at all the UWBB folks cropping up on LJ...)