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Night of ghosts
I read it.
And I'm shattered.
His last entry was in '97. In '94 he said he missed me, and our conversations. I had just moved to North Carolina to start graduate school. It was also at that time that I realized he was mortal, and that he was going to be gone some day... so I started pulling away. Consciously, to ease my own pain.
It was the last thing I should have done. I robbed us both of time together that I'd give anything to have back now, even for a moment.
I'm sorry. I'm so very very sorry.
And I'm shattered.
His last entry was in '97. In '94 he said he missed me, and our conversations. I had just moved to North Carolina to start graduate school. It was also at that time that I realized he was mortal, and that he was going to be gone some day... so I started pulling away. Consciously, to ease my own pain.
It was the last thing I should have done. I robbed us both of time together that I'd give anything to have back now, even for a moment.
I'm sorry. I'm so very very sorry.