When I am dead, I hope it is said;

I know, I know. a) It's penance. Long story. b) No one's mentioning _The Usual Suspects_ reference I threw in there. Peasants, all of you. c) I haven't felt like Dr. Frankenstein for at least a week. Now I can feel as though I've unleashed something. d) I think c) is me fooling myself, anyway. You think that I've actually affected his behavior with that? I don't.